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July 31 better 'n' betterWell, I am getting better about Jerry and me breaking up. Life goes on. Plus, I am busy enough that it have kept my mind from perseverating on the topic every minute of the day. Thank goodness. I think that we are both coming to the place where we have figured out that our combined baggage was just too much. I think there are things we both could have done to have made the whole situation better, but we didn't so there's not much point in beating all that into the ground. I will focus on improving what I can improve and be more aware the next time.
Went to get my pre-proceedure blood work done today. A big PIA. I was told to go to a testing center. Made the appointment and got myself there early. Nope... they cannot do "stat" orders or my medical insurance won't pay for it. Have to go to the hospital. When I talked to the nurse at interventional radiogy YESTERDAY, she told me to go to the testing center and NEVER MENTIONED a dang referral. Got to the hospital and asked where my referral was. I about lost it and started crying. (the combo of not sleeping at all Friday and Sunday nights + the break up?) A very kind woman patient helped me gtet myself back together and it all just ended up taking a little longer. I really don't mind doing what I need to do referral and paper work wise to get this done, but man you gotta tell me!!! Or maybe I should just assume and call every time. It has taken 6 months and about 4-7 referrals to get this in line. Still, I am very lucky to have decent insurance and people to support me.
Eddie got a job today!!!!!!!! Liam got him and application for the nice restaurant where he works. I'm so glad for him and I think he will like having his own spending money. Plus, it is close enough to where if I cannot take him, he can ride his bike or take a public trans type bus!!! Yay!!!! Good thing, since he is elligible to take his driving test Nov 11. He will have to start socking away some cash if he wants his own car.
July 30 de NIle...So... my feelings have been all over the place. There have been times I hoped Jerry would call or something - denile, baby. I've been mad as all heck, sad, greatful, nostalgic.... and I guess everything in between. I guess that's all to be expected. I've even had moments where I thought, "ok, this is the way it is.... leave him alone and move on".
We've both hurt each other and had a part in making it crumble. I am dissapointed in myself for having acted so clingy and weak. I hope at the very least we have both learned things that will help in the future. A few things that are sticking in my mind:
I need to limit how often I make contact with my SO. Apprently clingy women are not very attractive. I can see what I was doing now... I hope I can be aware of not falling into that behavoir in relationships to come.
I think men mean very different things than how we (I) take them. Talk of a future together - offering to let you move in if things get really bad financially, asking if you would be willing to move to where he wants to retire, telling you things like "I can't believe you're here, etc may be things he is honestly thinking. Still, I don't know if they have the emotional impact on guys as they do on us. I am almost thinking they are (subconsciously) sweet nothings. (then again, that may just be dissapointment or feeling the loss of a possible future together)
I will give him credit - he did email me and explain that he was scared (of me) and was just trying to dissapear - so there would be no hard feelings. He also acknowledged that we both had issues and baggage that added to the break up. I do still think it was a pretty cowardly way to handle it. (see U2 below) He has done some good things throughout the past year too. I wish I could go back a few months and change some of my stupid actions. Not happening, but I can wish it.
I will miss him.
Jamie and I had another go-round last night. She is very agitated by what she sees as the princess treatment her sister gets and always has, and how Jamie has been made to figure things out for herself. I have made many mistakes through the years raising the kids. I had never wanted to do anything like this, and am so devastated she has set in her mind that this is her lot. I really don't know how to rectify much of the perceptions she has. She is hurting and I am not being very effective in helping her.
There is soooo much to do between now and Thursday. My only hope is lists I have made so I can stay on track and get as much done as possible. I did not sleep Friday and last night. That's not helping much. Speaking of my list...gotta go check off some of them.
July 28 "U2" Have surely had better days. Yesterday, I texted Jerry. It was a nicely put hey I need to know what's going on thing and gave him the out that if he no longer felt our relationship was a good thing, I would be upset and sad for a while but wished him all the best. He has been out of contact for a while. Last we spoke was right around July 6th, when he gave me a contact name at one of the local police departments, and then he called back to check on how things had gone. He has always been there in a pinch when I needed something or something done. The last we saw each other was June 22. It had been a good visit from my perspective and we talked about a few things each of us had concerns about.
About 10 days ago, I texted that I needed his help getting ready for my fibroid thing this Thurs. I was pretty freaked out and wanted his support. When a hysterectomy was mentioned a fews months ago he was wonderful. He doesn't return the call. It pretty much knocked me on my butt.
Apparently, I am "one of those women" who gets clingy and stupid when this typed of thing happens. The best thing I could have done was backed off I guess and waited to see if he would step up on his own. Nope.... I gotta keep picking at it. Seems there is a whole big thing and it is very common in dysfunctional relationships. Withdrawl-persue or something like that.
So yesterday, I was at my wit's end. Sent him a very calm & kind text saying I needed to know what was going on and was willing to let him go if he didnt think it was still good. Even said the parting would be with some tears and sadness but it would also be with love and good wishes. Do I then stop? Nah!!!! That would be way too sensible!!!!!
Got home from Eddie and Colleen's bands show. (both bands did great job and I really enjoyed it!) Looked at his motorcycle club pictures from an event July 15th or so. I was really trying to see pictures of Jerry. He is very handsome and I wanted to see if he was healthy. Well he was... and so was the attractive woman on the back of his bike. They really didn't look all that chummy, but yes my blood did get to boilin'. Went upstairs and called his cell phone. Surprise, surprise he did not answer. I left him a message explaining what I saw and said good bye. I wished him good luck.
The ONLY reply I get is "U2". Still being the ever so rational person I am, I texted and called I ghuess about 5 more times. He turned it off.. ok. One of the messahges I left was the saying goodbye via U2 in a text was pretty sh*tty. I deserved better and thought we had respected each other. (and I could say that after seeing the babe on hos bike how?????)
I love the jerk. Dispite all the issues we both have I really thought we could work it out. Cried a whole buch last night and basicly did not sleep. This just sucks, and I am feeling sorry for myself big time. I have had more rationa; moments and can see that it very well may be for the best. The not calling and stuff plays with my head and I make it worse every time. I can finally resist calling and all that and have not all day today. No point I guess. Why in the world couldn't I have gotten this through my head before?? I guess I will know for when the day comes that I don't feel so crappy about relationships and can give it another try. Need to give myself some time.
I can see some of the good thingsd in Jerry and the time we had together. I guess more will come in time. I don't see myself hating him like I did with Bill and then David, so I assume at almost 45 I am maturing in some ways.
....a new beginning July 27 6 daysLess than a week until I go under the knife. Ok, so it's just a catheterization and should not be a huge deal. I'm just a big ole baby. I have to make some calls today to make sure everything is in order - precertifications and all that good stuff. Other than that I should be cleaning like a mad woman and getting as much done as I can.
It is also now less than a month til both girls go away to and back to college. It's coming up sooooo fast. Then it will only be Eddie and me in this old house. Guess my life will be a little less complicated then. In some ways I am looking forward to it. In other ways... I freak out a little inside! I am 44. (almost 45) Liam was born when I was 22. So, for more than half of my life, I have been a mom and was taking care of these awesome people. I'll still be their mom when they are all moved out, but it will seem weird.
Have heard nothing from Jerry for 3 weeks and haven't seen him in 4-5 weeks. I am close to reaching my limit with being patient and understanding, yet I don't want to lose him. I love him and I love it when we are together. I just don't get this. Time will tell, I guess.
Tonight, Colleen and Eddie's (separate) bands have a show in the same venue. I'm excited about it. While I do not neccessarily enjoy Eddie's screamy music, I like being there to see him. Colleen's band's music is much easier to listen to and they are pretty good. It'll be fun and I'm looking forward to it.
Better go... much to do!
July 24 kookie parents  A group of I"m sure very well meaning parents are up in arms that a book called The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night Time by Mark Haddon. It is part of the summer reading list for students entering 12th grade in my kids' school district. Get this, it has strong language in it.... ooooohh! Oh my, those poor 17 and 18 year olds may not have heard those words ever in lives!!!!! The school board did approve it, but now they are re-evaluating their reading list impletmentation proceedures. I have no problem at all if an individual parent wants an alternative for his/her child if there are valid reasons. Taking the selection process away from teachers is completely stupid. Will school boards and parents ever have faith in the personnel their school has hired? What's so terrible about kids reading something controversial and oh my goodness.... maybe learning how to think or finding out there are views in the world different than their own or how certain instances were viewed at the time and how people percieved things????? Colleen has read the above named book and said it was excellent. She learned alot about how it feels to be autistic and it made her think. Sirens blaring!!!!.... lights flashing!!!! oh no, my daughter is THINKING!!!!!
I won't go on any more about this. I will list some of the titles I was completely surprised had been challenged or banned, one of which was in a district about 15 minutes from here where my godson goes less than 10 years ago!!
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July 20 Fibroid proceedureAAAHHHHHHH! Panicking a little here. (that's an oxymoron - panicking & a little!)
On Monday, I had my consultation with the intervenional radiology department. Colleen was nice enough to come with me. (she came since I asked her to take off work that day and be able to drive me home) She wanted to understand as much as possible. Gotta say though, it is very weird when your kids start helping you/taking care of you. I didn't hink I would face anything like that for a while. I had been told to get there a 1/2 hour early. There was no registration to do like I had been told so we ended up waiting an hour and ten minutes. Radiology is the only place I've had to wait very long at this hospital. (I understand that they have unexpected things like emergencies)
A nurse practioner lead most of the appointment. She gave me a 3 page information/history thing to fill out. WHy I couldn't have done that in the waiting area I have no idea. That took me about 10 minutes. She came back, looked over the info, asked me a few questioins and then explained how they do the artery embolization at this hospital. They had a little flip chart to go along with the presentation. It was all very informative. There were only a few things that were different from most of the research I have done on my own. The radiologist then came in and asked if I had any questions. They had covered most of what I wanted to know, but I did ask a couple of questions. He went and looked at my MRI, then came back and said I was definitely a candidate for the proceedure. (I still haven't seen my MRI at all and would like to) I walked out feeling excited and confident. The next day I called to schedule the date. It will be August 2.
To summarize the day: I will arrive early, having not eaten anything since midnight. I will check in and be sent to interventional radiology. After all the housekeeping stuff (paper work and what not) is done, I will have an IV started. They will get adavan started, I will be prepped and brought into the proceedure room. I'm supposed to be awake enough to answer questions they need but goofy enough that I may not remember anything. I will be catherterized (eww) so they can keep my bladder empty so they can visualize everything. There will be a small "nick" made above my femoral artery and they will place a catheter in my femoral artery and thread it up and around to the other side and into my uterine artery. Small, medical pvs type pellets will be guided to the fibroid blood supply. This will cut off the fibroid's blood supply. Once they see no more blood is being fed into the fibroid on the first side, they will back the tube over to the original entrance side and do the same on that side. When they are done, they will take out that catheter and the bladder catheter. (sooner than later I hope)
The numbers they gave for success were a little lower than all the info I read. Maybe they present more conservative numbers. They have done what seems like a sufficient amount of UFEs that I feel as confident as I can that they know what they are doing. There are possible outcomes I need to be ready for - hopefully at least a 50% reduction of the fibroid's size, (now approx. 5 cm) which should reduce most of my symptoms. I could face early menopause which is not that common, but I don't know that I would be all that upset about anyway. I could experience anything from mild to pretty heavy cramping afterward, and may have something they call UFE syndrome. Basicly, since the fibroid is being killed off, the body reacts to the whole thing by causing flu-like symptoms. This may last anywhere from 1-7 days. I will be treated for pain and if it is not too bad sent home that evening about 5-7 pm. I will be prescribed pain meds for at home. Once I do not need that I can switch to motrin. There could be an infection at some point, but hopefully any chance of that will be headed off by antibiotics. I may feel good enough for normal activity in anywhere from 2-7 days or so. I have to have someone with me for 24 hours.
My biggest thing right now is that I will have to have the kids taking care of me. It fells really strange to be "making" them do that. On the day of the consultation I felt pretty eager to get this done and really not very afraid. Now that I have made the appointment and realize this is GOING to happen, I am getting nervous. There have been 3 nights this week when I have not been able to fall asleep until at least 3:30. It's not too bad as I don't usually have to get up before 9:00. Yesterday I felt pretty good since I got decent sleep the night before.
I was hoping to get some things done starting today. I was really hoping to make a good dent in starting to clean and get the girls ready for college. I don't know with how tired I am right now how much I'll be able to do. I guess everything that I can get done between now and August 2 will get done, and everything else will have to wait til I feel better or one of the kids does it. (ha?!) Maybe they will surprise me.
I don't know if Jerry will be part of my support system or not. I haven't talked to him in about 2 weeks and not seen him since june 24th or so. It is disheartening, but I am trying to give him the time he needs without any backlash. I had asked him if he could take me home on the day of the proceedure, but he has not gotten back to me. I have memories of knocking my mom off her feet when I had something done on my eye, and I feel better about the kids helping out but it still feels a bit odd. Jamie is not going on a trip to NY to see her family the weekend after. I feel like she should go, but she won't now. I have such a hard time having other people help me. GUess I'm goofy. Colleen was so sweet on Monday and I think she felt good about being there for me. Guess I need to let them do that. Jerry is a puzzle and I think will be for some time. I want to call him tonight and tell him I need to see him and I need him. I know that's contrary to "giving him time and space", but I figured out that I need to tell him that at about 2:30 last night. Who knows what will happen, but I need to be honest with him.
At this point I need to make a few lists and get busy. I'm pretty sure I will be able to sleep a little bit better when I see things being done and checked off. It's a gorgeous day outside and I think that may lift my spirits as well. July 15 HHHThe three H's are due to come back today. Not exactly sure how long it's been nicer.. warm but not too humid... I assume since about last Tuesday or so. Amazing how the days all kind of blurr together in the summer. I know, I shouldn't complain. I'm not really.
Tomorrow I have my consultation with the interventional radiologist. I am assuming that i will then know all the details about my treatment. I hope we can get it done soon so that I can be full recovered before the girls have their move in dates for college. Have to get this thing done regardless. I have had I dunno what you would call it, but extra bleeding and it has not made my life much fun. At least some of it is from the stupid fibroid. As much as I am not looking forward to having something medical done, I want this thing as gone as possible. Colleen is coming with me tomorrow and has been nice enough to say that she would come with me when I have it done. I will need someone to drive me home and she is over 18.
I had asked Jerry through an email if he would be willing to do it. I knew I have Colleen lined up, but it feel weird to have to ask one of my kids to have to take care of me. Guess that comes with this getting a little older nonsense, but it still doesn't feel right. Jerry hasn't let me know if he can/wants to do it. I haven't heard from him in a while and I don't really understand it. I love him dearly and things are so right when we're together. He's incredibly nice and attentive and couldn't ask to be treated any better. It's only been a week since we last talked but it feels longer. Haven't seen each other in about 3 weeks. I don't want to call it quits, but I also kind of feel like I am being put on a back burner in a number of ways. I don't need to see him every minute of every day, but I would like to see him a little more.
Jamie is up at her dad's this weekend. She's been feeling kind of blue with her home friends not calling much to see her. Bill picked her up Friday night, 2 hours late. Not much unusual about that. J even made a comment about it - something like see how blessed you are not being married to him anymore? I do, don't worry. Yesterday she called to check in. Sounded like she was having a good time. Last night, Bill called for Eddie. He was out at his buddy's house. Jamie is due back sometime later today. Bill's sister will probably be bringing her back.
It was hard to watch her go with Bill on Friday night. I never said anything to her about his liscence being suspended. Didn't want to make her feel bad about going. What he's doing is illegal. Jamie's not a little kid, but it would be awful if he was stopped. He had the almost 2 year old wiht him. Guess it doesn't bother him that the baby would have to sit in a police station if he was pulled over. I tried to prepare myself for having to go somewhere between here and their house in Long Island to pick her up if anything happened. She's a big girl and would have been fine.
Colleen did some cleaning yesterday and Eddie mowed the lawn without being asked. (of course it was the front and side, not the back where it really needed to be done!) It was nice that they did something, especially without me asking. I want to work a little in the living room today. Haven't had much energy at all lately, but I need to push myself more. July 11 such a weekWoah... so many things have been happening. I have been over to my buddy's house a few times to interpret a few calls. We spoke to a very kind detective and were able to see part of the video. We did not see the teller put what looked like the right amount of money into her drawer, but we did see the fund raiser envelope in her purse. It is a fairly good amount of money and something her son worked hard to earn for his camping experience. (a camp for deaf kids and kids whose parents are deaf) It's never fun to lose track of a decent sum of money and I have to try my best to help her through this. She still doesn't have any specific resolution. Oh, for a time machine.
Bill's contempt hearing was Monday. He was late. Not much of a surprise. I was early.. that doesn't always happen. The hearing officer took me back and had started explaining some of the proceedures he had gone through to make sure Bill had notice. I have no desire at all to make his life any more miserable than it already is, I was there to put a face to the "plaintiff" and help my kids. The highlights are: Bill was evasive answering how he makes the rent. He says that they are eeking by with welfare and food stamps. Never mentions the SS the step sons get. I still don't know how it is possible. Finally he answered that he lives with his family. Makes me wanna puke. I guess cuz he is married that is more of a family. A good point is my BS detector works much better with him. When asked what was happeneing work wise, he said that he had been doing pretty well. (for about 2-3 years -since the federal sentencing) Last Aug, he was completely taken aback when laid off. He worked again for 3 weeks in March - it didn't work out because the hours didn't fit what he needs. He is supposed to be training at Jiffy Lube and will be working there 40 hrs a week for less than $8.00/hr. But it is a job and he should be taking almost anything until he gets something better. The next thing, where my bs meter about went ballistic... he is getting a job back at DEP in NYC. That's where he was working and making $65-70K/yr when we separated in '94. He told the hearing officer he pretty much has that sewn up. How???? I have no idea, especially since the federal investigator told me he was FIRED from that job. The officer asks ME what I want to happen to Bill. String him up by his thumbs, let him in a room with my brothers, put in the male version of Norplant? I wish. No, I just asked that he works consistently and helps contribute to the care of our kids. Bill says that he thinks once Jiffy Lube gets going, he should be able to send about $100/wk for child support. That's about 1/3 of what he is making and below both NY and PA guidelines. He is ordered to do that, and pay one month's child support by 8/13. I asked that the work plans he has be documented. Bill responds that he already has to do that with his PO. Just my way of letting the officer know this may be a bunch of baloney. Another point that came out was that Bill's liscence is suspended for failure to turn in tags. He took out his keys when we were done to drive home.
I pretty much couldn't have any eye contact once he started spouting some of his bs. WHen the officer left the room to go get copies of the order from the printer, Bill had to ask me how Liam and Colleen are doing, because "even though they won't talk to to me, I am still concerned about them'. I'll alert the media. I said they were fine. He asked me if Eddie was home and if he could call the house when the officer was back in the room. I told him Eddie was home when I left but may have gone out and left a note. By the time I got home there were 2 messages from Bill looking for Eddie. He called again and I answered. He always says, "hi, this is daddy. Who's this?" I wanna just say, "this is mommy". I told him Eddie was not home and did not leave a note like he is supposed to. He's 16. He asks where I think he may be and I tell him, 5th St, skateboarding or in the next town. I am to let the kids know he is 8 blocks away at the pizza place if anyone gets home.
Colleen and I went out to kinkos together shortly after. I have been trying to talk to the kids about the new baby. (a girl) Col has the most sense with this. She is ticked they have had another baby. Not that they have no right to be happy or to expand their family. Both babies are completely innocent and did not ask to be born. It's the thing that he hasn't helped to take care of the first four he fathered (my kids), married into 2 step sons (which is fine if he's taking care of what he is already resp. for or maybe even is fine if he steps up with just them) cannot help financially with them and continues to shirk resp. BUT... he is not taking care of the kids he fathered himself, the step sons have pretty heavy needs with their handicaps - which need more time and attention... and Bill and Dierdre have 2 more kids in less than 2.5 or so years. It also bugs her that he may be leading Jamie and Eddie down some false hopes road. She talks pationately about the stepsons' needs and her siblings. She awes me.
Last Saturday was my friend Carleen's wedding. She had met Cesar last Spring or Summer and they fell for each other hard and fast. We were all concerned as they had gotten engaged very quickly and wanted to marry right away. They had to wait a while for Cesar's paper work to come from Brazil and ended up picking 7/7/07 as their date. The day was gorgeous if a little too warm and sunny but the ceremony was very nice and touching. Both Carleen and Cesar had huge smiles on their faces from the moment they saw each other. I was blown away by how they are together and I had a chance to chat with Cesar. Unless I am completely snowed he is the real deal and loves her very much. Hooray for them!!!!
Today I went with my sister to take her beloved dog to the vet's to say goodbye. Bonnie was 13, and Debbie got her as a puppy shortly after the kids and I moved back down here. SHe's a beagle mix and a very neat dog. Bonnie had not eaten in 5-6 days, has not been able to control her functions even in her kennel and has seemed to be suddering more and more from dementia. It was so hard. Debbie was a mess, I was a mess and Bonnie was just her old, sick version of herself. She had had a stomach tumor about 2 years ago that they did their best to remove. She had been such a good dog for so long and all of our kids have grown up with her. Debbie no longer has her dog in her house to keep her company. (although she has Jason's pit bull mix still there) Deb felt like she did the wrong thing later today, but I kind of feel like sometimes we keep our pets too long for our own selfish reasons. I also think it was a much more humane act than watching her go downhill and suffer even more. Maybe I'm rationalizing. The vet and all of her staff were very kind both to Bonnie and me and my sister. One comfort is.... all dogs go to Heaven.
So... with any luck tomorrow will be a better day. I would love to talk to or see Jerry soon. I miss him. I miss us. July 06 same oleNot really that much happening. Summer's flying by as it always does, I'm not getting as much done as I thought I could... pretty much alot of the "usual". Well, there are a few new things I guess.
First, got my blood work back. Because I had been feeling tired again, I assumed my iron or hemoglobin would be low, but they were fine. So were my cholesterol levels. (thanks, Mom!) What did come up borderline abnormal were my thyoid levels. Apparently I have hypothyroidism. Looked up some of the sypmtoms and they are me to a tee. I strated taking a low level of a synthetic hormome this Weds. It is supposed to take a few weeks to take effect, so hopefully I will be feeling better soon. I need to call my doc to get a referral for the next step of my fibroid treatment.
Monday night, Jamie let me know that her step mother was in labor. Wha? They are both at least 45m Bill has not been able to help any of kids - mine financially or other wise, her 2 boys or the little boy they had not even 2 years ago. Hello! They know what causes that nowadays!! It's not really all that complicated. On monday, July 9 he has a contempt hearing here in my county. I will be going. I have no idea if I will have to say anything and I don't have to be there, but I am curious what he will say this time. In fronnt of the federal judge at sentencing he just said that he couldn't bear not being able to talk to/see his kids and could no longer look himself in the mirror. He hasn't made much of an improvement in working consistently. So... we shall see.
Have been to my buddy Robin's house a few times this week. Wish it was all for social reasons. Let me just say that make sure a deposit slip is actually a deposit slip for your own account and not the bank general account. I feel awful for her and so wish I could fix this for her. The bank is being a big jerk, and she feels erritble as the money was her son's fund raising money for camp.
Tomorrow one of my friends from work is getting married. I am excited for her as she is happy and excited. I don't really know her fiance. Her family is being goofy about just about everything - why she hasn't invited distant relatives, why she wants a seating chart when it is a church basement reception..... I don't get why people do not let the bride and groom have the day the way they want it. (and I may have to revisit this post when my kids are preparing to marry) I know that "mom" will get flack from great aunt sadie cuz 3rd cousin twice removed alvin was not invited, but what the hey. And shouldn't the marriage itself be more important than one day? Just another great mystery, I guess.
The fourth was a bit of a wash out here. I wasn't feeling that great, and did not go to a community thing with Robin and Mark like I had planned. There were tornado warnings for a while that night, so I did not drag myself out to see any. There are some tonight at the Lion's Club carnival. Have to see how things dry out. I did buy some hamburger to make on the stove as i still haven't gotten a grill. They were tastey. Other than that, I just got some new yarn for the throw I am making for Colleen for her dorm room. I think it's going to look pretty neat.
Talked to Jerry on the Fourth and yesterday. He sounded a bit doen or something that day, but he did answer the phone. Yesterday I called to see if he knew anyone on the Police Force where Robin lives. He was out golfing. I'm glad... he sounded more himself. He had a contact person at he station and he ended up calling later that day to see how things had gone. I'm trying to be happy with how things are at any moment and just enjoy what we have. When I texted him about a contact yesterday, he called me back in less than a half hour. I'm also trying to concentrate on some of the things I do to nto allow the relationship to move on. From there, we'll see.
Guess there really was more than just nothing going on with me. Have to go do laundry and take advantage of some much awaited sunshine today!!! July 04 4th of JulyHappy July 4th!
Enjoy and be safe. Just did this quiz myself and I missed 3 I think. Good luck.
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